I am a: Quirky sysadmin. Geek. Gamer. Comic fangirl. My little space, my home on the interwebs. I blog about personal stuffs, work, various coding projects, and anything else I feel like.

Some days, it appears to move far too slowly; others, much too swiftly. I can’t believe it’s been almost a year already. So much has changed, yet so much has remained the same. I still miss the fuck out of you.

Driving home from Oneonta this year was different from previous years. While I still contemplated all of the many things for which I am thankful, my heart hurts for my family. My brother and his wife are divorcing. Being there tonight, I saw some of myself in my sister-in-law and some of my father in […]

I have been dealing with a lot of stuff that I’m not ready to talk about yet, but did want to post a quick something… The anniversary of September 11th, 2001 is upon us once again. For years I was re-posting the same thing over and over; just going through the motions, because I don’t […]

This past week I was forced to say goodbye to someone very dear to me. Reggie Swain passed away just over a week ago. His service was this past Thursday. I told a mutual friend that I didn’t want to be there, because being there made it real … it meant he was really gone. […]

I actually had planned to post this a few weeks back, but have been fighting a really bad an upper respiratory infection and my asthma is acting up. I’m on my second round of antibiotics, yay. Fun times! (not really) I dreamt about “him” again. The man in my dreams. The one whose name I […]

While cleaning out some old bookmarks, I ran across Fravia+’s Searchlores site … and saw that it has finally fallen. That makes me a little sad. It’s been 7 years since he passed away. I sat here tearing up, mourning him all over again. Why does it feel like a part of my youth died […]