I am a: Quirky sysadmin. Geek. Gamer. Comic fangirl. My little space, my home on the interwebs. I blog about personal stuffs, work, various coding projects, and anything else I feel like.

Feeling so lost right now. Disoriented. Disconnected. I keep checking my phone out of habit to see if you’ve texted. Checking Facebook to see if you’ve updated or sent a DM. How am I supposed to move forward now? From this? I have this gaping aperture in my heart … you’re still there, but just […]

I actually had planned to post this a few weeks back, but have been fighting a really bad an upper respiratory infection and my asthma is acting up. I’m on my second round of antibiotics, yay. Fun times! (not really) I dreamt about “him” again. The man in my dreams. The one whose name I […]

Holy shit, my blog turns 15 years old this year! I’m shocked. Are you shocked? They’re shocked. It’s been a long time since I moved from my old SATUF newsletter, to Blogger, to here. Now I feel old … lol

Wow, seems like yesterday was New Year’s … and here it is almost Memorial Day. There’s been a ton of changes but I honestly had not felt like writing anything all this time. Work is insanely busy with several projects, one of the biggest is moving some of our business-critical applications from Lotus/Domino to Salesforce. […]

Ice queen, that’s what he calls me. I live with a bleeding heart of ice. I try to be indifferent, try not to care. And he’s trying very hard To chisel away the protective layers, The walls I have built around myself. I’m trapped inside a cage, A self-imposed fortification. He thinks I’ve forgotten how […]

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great […]