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I have been dreaming about someone I’ve never known. It’s been happening for several years, but the dreams have been becoming more frequent in the last few. They’re very powerful and emotional dreams. Colors are vivid, and I can sometimes remember sensations. For example, in one dream we were sitting somewhere together at night. Everything was a rich dark green, even though it was dark. I remember touching the grass and marveling at how soft it was.

I remember his face, his eyes. I can’t remember his name after I wake up, but in my dream I know him very well. We are lovers, maybe married. In my dreams I love this man more than I have ever loved anyone. And when I wake up, I always feel as though I’m missing someone who’s been taken from me. It’s very odd and each occurrence leaves me feeling strange for a few days.

A friend of mine thinks it’s repressed memories of a previous life. Another thinks I read too many paranormal novels.

I don’t know who this man is, but I miss him. I always miss him.

How is that possible?