I am a: Quirky sysadmin. Geek. Gamer. Comic fangirl. My little space, my home on the interwebs. I blog about personal stuffs, work, various coding projects, and anything else I feel like.

Earlier this week, someone at work noted that my taste in music is “dark.”

… no, just the way I’ve felt lately …

I haven’t been sleeping much, which is putting me a little on edge. And even if I *do* sleep, I have the nightmares … and they’ve been getting worse. They aren’t as vivid as the one I had the other night, but they’ve been along the same lines.

I’ve been kind of down because I never did hear back from the place I interviewed with, which of course tells me that I didn’t get it. I can’t help but feel bad because I know that my credit is what is keeping me from getting several potentially great jobs. I pulled a credit report last month and saw that several entries were outdated or just plain wrong, so I’ve had to file motions with all three credit reporting agencies to have the entries corrected.

I’m good at what I do. I work very hard. I put in the time and effort that are necessary to get the job done right, and gladly go the extra mile to make sure that my customers are happy. But that means shit all if you’ve filed bankruptcy and/or have several “dark spots” on your financial records.

Anyways, so yeah, I guess I have been in a bit of a “dark” mood … and my musical selections have been either all old blues or sappy soapy depressi-goth.

It’s a rut, and I’ll get out of it … I just don’t feel like it right now.