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… but it feels like this one is hitting me harder than usual. Reggie has been in my thoughts non-stop. There are times I think I see him, and my heart breaks all over again when I remember that he’s gone. I’ve been thinking about Heather too. In fact, I had a dream about her; […]

I have lots of lists. One of them is “things I should do.” Keeping a dream diary is one such thing. I write down entries here and there if I remember to do so, or I tell my therapist about them, and then they’re completely gone from my mind. (hence why I should record them […]

So yesterday afternoon I was laid off. I had actually seen this coming but had hoped I had more time. There’s been some disturbing events I’ve witnessed and can’t talk about (because: NDA), potential workplace violations, and other things that honestly don’t really matter now because my focus is now full time to find another […]

That moment when a forum mod makes your day … Subject: Title Accepted! Message: Hi there, We’re pleased to inform you that your choice of custom title “Was left unsupervised during a full moon” has been approved, and has been added to your account. Regards, Staff

Another year almost gone. This one has been slightly better than the last, though it started out really rough. I spent today with my folks, later joined by my brother and his family. It was good to see everyone. I’ve spent the last week and a half miserable with a sinus infection that still won’t […]

This time of year sucks. It’s a plain and simple fact. Some years I manage OK, but this year isn’t one of them. One of the downsides of starting a new job, and getting a new team and ‘work family’ is knowing how much to share about my past traumas, explaining why I am the […]